Suspicions..

He was looking up at me,his eyes were sweet and green at the time. I could tell his skin was soft and very pale,his bone structure was very strong.When his wasn't smiling he looked very serious. You would say "Say no to the serious looking, mysterious guy who you know nothing about". But, something in me couldn't say that two lettered word.







-"Um,yeah I'd like that." I said turning my stare to the ground in front of me.







I could see him smiling.







-"I know, we have only know each other for a few day. But, don't think I wont explain things to you."He said.







-"Explain things?" I said with a confused face ,But, knowing what he was talking about.







-"The strange things that have happened since I got here"







The bell rang, from a far distance i saw Justin dumping his lunch tray in the garbage. I stood up.







-"Well, I have to go. I'll see you tonight." without thinking he didn't have my phone number or knew where I lived. I walked away, to what I knew were questions I really didn't want to answer because I had no answers.







I was walking toward Justin with my hands In my pockets. I stopped in front of him.







-"What was that about Camille?" Justin never said my whole name, not even when we were little It was to hard from him to say.







-"He wants t-.." I couldn't tell him. This would be the first time i have ever lied to him.


"He wanted to know about something he didn't get in biology." I said looking down at the ground.





-"Oh,OK. We should head off to class" He said.





I was walking as I glanced to look at the steps, he was just sitting there looking at me. I turned around a few times when he just vanished, I couldn't figure out where he was. Until I glanced up to the second floor and as soon as i saw him he smiled at walked away.





-"How did he get up there so fast?" I said out loud not aware.





-"Are you OK Cami?" Justin said looking at me. I wonder if he was looking at me the whole time I was looking for Jack.





-"Yeah, Sorry thought out loud." I said and walked quickly to algebra





The day passed, I didn't realize until I got home that I really had a date with Jack. What would I wear was the million dollar question.I took a shower,looking around my closet, I picked out a nice,soft,black,tube top that was just a little lose ,But, tighten up at the bottom. A jean skirt, with my black converse. I might not be dressed for a fancy 5 star restaurant, But, I was being me. I was very good friends with the administration lady, I asked her if she could pull out Jack cell number. He only had a house number, it was better than nothing. I dialed the number on my cell, it was ringing. I man answered ,but, it wasn't Jack.





-"Hello" The man said.





-"Hi, is this Jack Force number?" i said not knowing if i said that right words.


-"Jack's not home right know. May I ask,who is calling?"



-"This is Camille."



-"Well,Hello Camille. Jack told me he was going out with you tonight."



-"Yeah,But, I never gave him my address."



-"He is smart, he will find himself around. Well, Camille i must say it was a pleasure talking to you. I see you soon."



And he hung up,I didn't know what he meant by "I will see you soon". How did he know i would be meeting him? Then the door bell rang. I ran down stairs, opened the door and saw his face.I think I fall for him more every time i see him. I can't believe i said that even if it was to myself. Do i really like him? or even worse love him?



-"Hey" his sweet candy ,But, at the same time rough and man-like voice said .


-"Um,how DI-?"


-"Yeah,I asked around since you left me sitting there without no direction" he said.


-"Sorry." i said as i looked down at his hand and noticed a rose.


-"Ah,yeah i hope this isn't too corny" he said squinting his eyes and passing me the rose.


-"Thank you and It's not don't worry" i said as i smelled the pink rose." I'm going to put it some water."


-"Can I come in ?" he said as his feet barely touched the bottom frame of the door.


-"Yeah,Come in" i smiled at him at went to the kitchen.


I saw him looking around the house,checking out baby pictures that were on the fire place.


-"Ready?" i said.


-"You look very pretty." he said with a soft smile.


-"Um,are you sure I mean. I might not be dressed for something fancy."


-"Your perfect."


I blushed and looked at me feet.


-"Lets go.." he said.


He grabbed my hand and we both ed noticed we had a ring,not just any ring the same ring.

-"Where did you get that?" we said it at the same time.

An Invitation..

-"Huh? What happened" I was awakened once again with water,But, this time i was in Jack's arms.



-"Are you OK?" he said.

-"Yeah, this is a first blacking out twice in one day"


-"This is not the first time, today?"


-" No, i blacked out during P.E. I got hit by a volleyball, But I've never blacked out with out getting hit." i said.



He looked surprised and so was I.Why did he care if i fainted or not? Why was in his arms?Why did he want to talk to me? He obviously is really hot and I'm just normal, a guy like him should never be intrested in a girl like me. He should be talking to Staci the head cheerleader, she looks like his type.



-"I'm fine don't worry" I said getting up from the floor.


-"Are you su-"


He didn't finish his sentence, when he eyes turned to what i didn't notice a scratch on my arm. I must have gotten that from the corner of the table when i fell. I was amazed by what i saw my blood it was a really deep red. I turned to look at jack when his eyes changed color. He has mood eyes but really obvious mood eyes.


-" Come with me. " he said taking me by the arm.


There was nobody in the library, except the librarian. She looked as Jack and me headed out the doors. She looked worried, and i was getting angry. Who did he think he was to just take me without asking me and grabbing me by the arm? I felt weird, like something in me wanted to fight back. I had no idea where Jack was taking me until i saw a dumpster and figured out we where behind the cafeteria.


That's when it happened, I shrugged Jacks strong grip off my arm. I didn't think i could do it. I just shrugged it off like if it weighed like a feather. He looked at me and his eyes widened.


-"What is up with you? You can't just grab me like that i don't even know you that well." I said but not meaning it i feel like Ive known him my whole life.


-"I'm sorry" He said looking down. Like a little boy who knows he did something wrong.

I couldn't help but forgive him.


-"Um,its OK. But, now that you yanked me the the back of the cafeteria and we are alone." Looking around to make sure, I looked at the dumpster with a ugly look and turned back to him.

-"Your right we don't know each other that well and yo-" he said something i couldn't hear it. He said it really low almost like mumbling.


I looked at him with a confused face, he didn't notice until he looked up at me. His eyes where green again,he has this sweet innocent face, the bell rang.

-" I have to go " I said.

I didn't turn around to see if he followed or tell him to follow. But, i could feel him looking at me when i walked away.Believe it or not i wanted to stay with him, at that moment i didn't want to be without him. I ignored what i felt once again.

The last three periods went by slowly, I had Justin in algebra. We had to do book work ,we usually work in partners. Then Art and after art Spanish. I pick up my car today, Finally after a week of riding with my mom. You think that time at home is enough for your mom to bore you with things that you really don't care about, riding with her was like hearing a lecture about politics. I was standing in front of the school, waiting and heared music. When i saw him, i really didn't think about him after lunch today and I've come to notice he likes to appear when my mind is totally blank. Jack Force, was walking to his car. His dark brown,kinda long, hair moving back as he moved forward, i could see his profile again. Suddenly he turn around and my eyes looked the other way. I still don't understand why he didn't say anything and dragged my all the way the the back of the cafe, for nothing. I guess I'm not the only weird one at this school.



The week went by slowly school was school, homework was homework. Everything went back to the same after Monday, until Friday. Jack and me had 2 periods together , we didn't talk at all after Monday. But today at lunch he came up to me while i was sitting with Justin.

-"Can we talk?" he said.

I knew i put an annoyed face i would have said what so you could drag me the the back of the cafeteria and say nothing at all.But, Justin was there and i never told him what happened that day. Justin was looking at me confused like saying do you know this guy.

-"Um,Justin I'll be right back this wont take long." I said getting up from the table.

Jack and me went outside to the courtyard and sat down on some steps that led to the library.

-"Well,first i really want to say I'm sorry for what happened that day. I know you must think the worst of me..." he just kept going on about he was sorry and i couldn't resist but to put any anger i had for him away and forgive him.I stoped him before he could talk anymore. I put one finger on his lip. I could feel the warm soft texture of his lips, I quickly took off my finger.

-"Look, i accept your apology. Don't worry let bygones be bygones." i said.

-"I couldn't bring my self up to come and say sorry to you until today I'm a very stubborn creature." he said. His eyes widen like if he shouldn't of said that.

-"Yeah, we are not creatures we are human beings we are allowed no make mistakes."

-"That's what you think" he said it low thinking i didn't hear it, but i did. I kept it to myself.

-"So,everything OK at school? People being nice?" i said with a small laugh.

He was looking down at the ground , But, i saw him smile.

-"Yeah, everybody is very welcoming."

Things were silent for a few seconds.

-" You want to have dinner tomorrow night?" he said.

I was left shocked.

-"Are you asking me out on a date?"

-"If that's what you call having dinner with me tomorrow night then yeah. I'm asking you on a date." he said with a smirk on his face.

Today Is A Good Day..

Justin and Me have 2 periods out of 7 together. I wish he was in all of them, its just so easier going threw the day with someone like Justin by your side. Any who, my first period I had with Justin, it was English honors. The teachers think that just because we are a little advanced we know everything. I asking Justin if he wanted to come over and do homework ,after my piano lessons. We might have drove off on other subjects, by then class was over. I was heading over to history, my torture. Justin had P.E ,so i said goodbye and said I would see him at lunch. Sitting in my seat waiting for the kids to get inside taking a million years like always, I just want these 45 minutes to pass quickly. We were about 20 minutes into class, when a knock on the door.It was him, Jack. I don't know why, but the few times I've seen him today just made today a good day.







-"Yes,son" Mr.Picarella said.



-"New,Jack Force" Jack handing Mr.Picarella his shechdule.





While Mr.Picarella explained the class things and wrote down Jacks information. I looked around the room and couldn't help but notice the only empty seat was right next to me. Something in me began to move around in circles.





-"Well it appears we only have 1 seat left, if you would sit down over there Mr.Force" Mr.Picarella said pointing in my direction.





-"We meet again, I'm your stalker" Jack said in a chuckle as he sat down.





I didn't look or say anything. But, from the corner of my eye I could see him looking at me in a confused face like if he was trying to read my mind or something.





-"You know I was kiding" he said in such an innocent voice.





-"Yeah, I know. Its just I didn't know what answer back.So,I just didn't say anything" Explaining myself to him like if I was made of water, it just poured out.





-"Oh your a shy one" in a awkward voice like if he should of thought twice in saying it.





-"Yeah,kinda of. So, Where did you come from?"





-"Well i came from my mothers womb."





-"Ah,So you think your a funny one"





We bothed laughed.





-"Well, I came here from Bogota,Columbia. Dad worked there for 15 years.But, I was born here in Oregon."





-"That's nice" I smiled and he smiled back.





The bell rang.





-"Whats your next class?" Mine was biology.





-"Biology."





-"Oh,want to walk together" I said





-"Sure"





The walk to biology was quiet. I wished I could tell him to keep telling me about himself. To what he would think would be stories that would bore me but really intrigued me.Again from the corner of my eye I saw his face looking at me in a confused face. Like if he wanted to ask me something, but didn't dare to. I think at this pace i would learn to memorize all his faces.





-"Well,here we are. Heads up she is just like most teachers. Thinking just because we are honors we know everything."



When i turned around he was looking into to space.



-"Hello?" i said.



-"Sorry,i um spaced out?" he said.



-"OK?"



-"But,don't worry and thanks for the heads up" he smiled and walked into class.



I just stood there, with a blank expression on my face, and thought didn't he just say he was spaced out. He couldn't of heard me. I ignored what ever happened and went to class. When I went inside he was just sitting there looking at the board. This time I sat in the back and he sat in the front. I sat next to smelly Ashely rose, I really don't find the point of her name being rose, if her smell is far away from roses. I really didn't pay any attention to Jack the whole period I don't know if it was me forcing myself not to or it just happened. I was writing down the homework, the bell had just rang. When over me i felt someone, for my surprise it was Jack. I thought he had left with Susi the head cheerleader he sat next to.OK, so i did peek once or twice during class.



-"English?" he said.



-"Beg your pardon" I said confused.



-"Is English your next class?"



-"Oh,right. No, i have P.E. Which I try everyday do dread, I'm such a klutz." Feeling really dumb,for no getting it when he said English.



-"We can walk together" he said



-"But,English is the other way. You could get late."



-"Its OK"



-" You really want to be late your first day of school here."



-"I want to talk"



-"Well, we can talk at lunch it is after this period"



Then I saw it, his eyes the looked dilated and changed color from green to hazel.



-"Hey, are you OK?" I said



He turned his face, and I saw his beautiful profile.



-"I'll see you at lunch" he said.



He turned around and stormed away.

I was left blank and confused. I went walking to the locker rooms. Where i changed into my gym clothes, my figure was slim, i would say i had a chest and some butt. But, that was only my opinion. I hated P.E, I would always get hit in the head by some type of ball. P.E wasn't my true calling. We where playing volleyball, when yup, i got hit. But, i didn't feel anything i blacked out.





I was in the dream again. I kept running,them I stoped and i could finally see the face of the human figure. It was my father.



I was was wakened by water.I would say thanks if my underwear wasn't wet.

I scoffed. I went to the locker room confused about what i saw in my dream or my unconsciousness. Like everything that happened today, i couldn't just ignore what i feel or what i saw. I knew this meant something.



Heading to lunch. I saw Justin, he was at our usually table. With my lunch, he is always to nice to me. Then my eye caught his, Jack was walking towards the library. He winked, and all of a sudden my body just got up.



-"Hey,Justin i forgot i have to research this stupid thing for history" I said confused why i even said it.



-"OK,that's fine."



-"I'll see you in algebra" i said gathering my stuff and left.



When I walked threw the library doors. My eyes looked all over the place for Jack. He was sitting at a table alone looking at me. He pushed out the chair next to him, like saying come sit next to me.I walked toward him and sat down. Our eyes met once again.

-"We need to talk" he said.

-"Shoot?"

My hand was on the table, when he put his hand over mine. His eyes changed colors again. He was about to say something, When i blacked out.

Sorting out papers..

-"1,2,3 Out I go,Camille." My mom said as I hurried up and grabbed my Ipod and backpack.


Putting on my headphones and backing out of the drive way. My eye catches my neighbor Justin, running to catch the bus. Me and Justin have been friends since as long as I could remember. He usually rides with me,But , his little brother started middle school and the bus happens to drop off both high and middle. I waved "Hi" and he mouthed "I'll see you at school", I smiled.

I zoned out in the car, while I heard my Ipod. I think my mom was talking to me, I payed no attention. I have a really close relationship with my mom,We have our fights, I cant help it i may be wierd but i still my teenage fits. Seeing as my mom turned into the car drop-off at school,my jail for 7 hours of the day. I gathered my things,said goodbye, and headed out.

I wait 10 minutes until Justin gets to school, meanwhile I head into the office and help anybody who needs helping. I was sorting some papers, when this boy walked in. Someway, somehow I felt like I knew him, like if I seen him before. There was no one in the office at that time but me.

-"Hi, do you know where I can enroll?"

I just stared at him trying to figure out where i knew him. Then i heard him chuckle.

-"I'm sorry, you just look really familiar" I said.

-"Really, uh mm I'm new in town. So, i don't see how that is possible."

-"Ooh,Well I'm really sorry. You must think this school is lame now that I'm the first person you met."

-" Don't worry about it and no I don't think your lame"

I smiled and thought i was blushing.

-"Jack Thompson , by the way. Just call me Jack"

-"Camille Grey , and you enroll over there" pointing to the right corner of the office.

He smiled, and walked away.

Justin walked in as I finished doing the papers. Justin is 5'11, has golden hair, green eyes. Most girls at school find him attractive and always ask me to "Hook them up" with Justin. I always tell him but he's never interested. Justin and me have never thought of each other in that way ,Well at least don't think so.

-"Hey, Cami" Justin likes calling me Cami. I just call him Justin.His full name is Justin Eric Donovan.

-"Hi, how was the smelly old bus?" teasing him like always.

-" Ha ha. Very funny, can we go now please? "

-" Yeah,Lets go." As we left, I turned to see if the boy . I mean Jack was still in the office. His eyes met mine, I turned around immediately.

Only the begining..

The woods. Lost? I couldn't feel anything, It Was Awful. Every Good or Beautiful Memory,GONE! Like it left and the only thing I felt was hurt. Yes, I Was hurting. In far distance I could see something or someone..a human figure. I couldn't make out what it was. All of a sudden i was running,running away from that something.Trying to escape the hurt.But,The further I ran away from it, The more I felt like I should stop and turn around. Then I Heard it..(Camille, Camille, Camille..)






-Camille,WAKE UP!



-Huh? What noo! Mooom!



-Wake up! You going to be late for school. Now hurry up!



-Ughhh! Ok Ok..







Yes,I'm Camille. I Live in Portland,Oregon. Yes,the CITY OF ROSES or as I call it STUMPTOWN...I Go to Lake Oswego High School, stuck in the 11th grade.







-Camille, Dont forget you have piano practice after school today. I may not be home, I have a client that wants a house in salem.







Stumbling out of bed.







-Why would anyone want a house in salem? Isnt that full of witches?







(Hahaha good one. witches. haha)







-Thats myth. I suppose. (looking confused) I dont know. But money is money. Now hurry up.







Setting out my clothes on my bed, and heading to the bathroom. Just a normal Monday after a really boring weekend. Not like everybody else, that go to partys and get fake IDs becuase they look old enough. Nop, not me im 16 and 5'3, brownish hair and hazel eyes. Guess i took after my dad, with they eyes. Thats probably the only thing i know and that his name is Christopher. Took off when i was a baby. But, i do have a picture of him hidden (Mom doesnt like when i talk about him).







-Mom, Where's the hairbrush?



-Its under the sink.



-Why is it under the sink?



-Camille stop asking questions and hurry up.



-Jeez Luiiz.



Finishing brushing my hair and going back to my room to change. I dont have a style, I think what i go for is casual. Jeans,a light blue t-shirt is what im wearing today. Finishing up tieing my shoes and going down stairs to eat breakfast.





-Mom?


-Yes? (heard her from the living room)


-What are you Doing!?





Looking up at me, with her hair all messed up.I chuckled.





-I'm looking for the car keys.





Heading to sit down to eat breakfast, I see somthing shine behind the toaster.





-Mom? Is this what you looking for?





Shaking the keys in my hand.





-What would i do with out you?


-Ohh I dont know.





When her eyes met the clock.





-I know. I would probaly be heading to work, right now!


-I'm Sorry.


-I'll cut you some slack becuase you found me keys.But, only 15 minutes. Hurry Up!


-You've been saying that alot. "Hurry Upp".





Rolling her eyes and a small laugh at the same time.





Then I thought of something. Should I tell her my Dream.No, I'll just keep it to myself or at least till I get to school.


Finishing Washing my plate, to go to brush my teeth. I Trip on my way to get my backpack. Typical me, Im not surprised not even one bit.